My Life was never the same again - sharing my spiritual awakening story with the collective
My spiritual awakening happened in 2015—not because of a Kundalini surge or some otherworldly phenomenon, but due to two personal traumas that served as a catalyst.
For years, signs that I wasn't of this world and always felt out of place were there, but childhood and life experiences buried them.
Then, one day, everything started to unravel, and in hindsight, that's when it all began to come together.
Now I feel ready to share some of my spiritual awakening story.
The After
Soon after my awakening, I found out I was an empath. The pieces of doubt started to make sense and the constant daily emotional rollercoaster that I found myself on was beginning to make sense.
It has taken many years to accept that sensitivity as a blessing rather than a curse. Some days are easier than others, and the same goes for protecting my energy.
Besides being an Empath, I experienced other issues such as:
Anxiety
Emotional highs & lows
Depression
Withdrawing
Difficulty making friends
Questioning everything trying to find the truth
Inner vision and inner knowing I had about people and places, photographs and objects
Sensitivity to sounds and noise
Isolating and wanting to be on my own a lot.
After the Empath discovery, I soon learned about the Clair`s. Kind of ironic though that my given name is Claire. Well played, universe… well played.
My strongest Clair`s are Claircognizance and Clairvoyance. Followed by lesser strengths are Clairsentience and Clairempathy.
As a result of Clair`s they bridged gifts into psychic abilities, such as mediumship and channelling, divination and healing (Reiki).
Gifts that had been bottled all my life, especially in my childhood. My home environment did not know how to nurture my uniqueness or how to make sense of who I was, acceptance from those around me was surface level.
The empath-healer
I was brought up in a strict catholic home. Woo-woo stuff wasn`t a topic of conversation at Sunday lunch within an ethnic family over plates of pasta.
I had to be careful who I told. I learned that lesson many times, and some of those lessons hurt more than others.
Once I accepted the empath and psychic gifs there was no way to keep them bottled up, they had to come to the surface.
The new gifts brought physical symptoms to the surface… Headaches, migraines, body aches, upset stomachs, mood swings, emotional outbursts, and anxiety.
I didn’t know at the time that most of these were not mine, but what I had absorbed from those around me. Some symptoms were a direct response to dark or low-vibration energy around me. It took a long time to separate others’ emotions from mine.
A year or so later after my awakening and learning about my gifts, there was another part of me that began to surface and was activated by a healing I received. At that moment it felt like all my past lives collided with my present incarnation.
This was the hardest hurdle so far. The initiation of feeling the energy between my hands the first time was what made it feel real.
I was told years before this experience that I was a healer. Of course, I didn’t believe it at first.
I did my best to deny that this was even possible, could I really have this gift that had spanned lifetimes and most likely, had been inherited from past generations?
For the first time in my life… this modality felt right.
It felt like home.
I had an inner knowing that this was what I had done for lifetimes. I started doing meditations, I acknowledged that this was true by what was shown to me in visions. but my stubborn nature wouldn’t let me completely accept it for a long time.
So much denial that I fought to protect the gift of healing and keep it private.
That hasn’t changed today, while I have a business offering healing and mentoring, I don’t go around boasting about it or showing it off.
Energy Healing and all my gifts are sacred. A sacred exchange of source / galactic energy, healing, DNA, and light codes.
I feel that deep in my soul.
Channelled through me from the abundance of Gaia and source, together with many lifetimes of experiences all coming together in this lifetime. The energy that flows through me to my clients, comes as healing & channelled guidance.
Lifetimes of wisdom and experiences downloaded from the ethers into this life experience, this incarnation.
Fast forward almost 10 years, and there are more awakened souls than there have ever been before.
The tipping of un-awakened to awakened is flowing through the universe like a stream before it reaches the open ocean where it won`t be able to be contained and will wash over everyone.
All of humanity will on some level experience the soul contracts they decided at our incarnation. Others will depart and move on to their next journey.
In the last 10 years, I have endured many challenges and many traumatic events.
I lost friends and family because of the light within me that shines so bright. A light that we all carry that has been seeded to us by the star family we see up in the sky at night.
Many times I wanted to give up and “go home”.
Shadow Side
I haven’t learned the complete act of surrender or finished my shadow work (really who has?).
Initially, I didn`t trust the universe or energy outside of me. My biggest lesson in this lifetime is to trust myself before I place trust outside of me. My life and my healing are far from perfect.
My way of thinking is unique, I question everything, especially what has been said to be the truth when they feel like myths.
It shocks a lot of people when I speak up, especially if it threatens a narrative, especially in the spiritual community - woke or otherwise.
Such as my viewpoint on the healing the soul not the inner child. I challenge a lot of thoughts that have been gospel for many years in the spiritual circles and teachings but have never felt in alignment with me.
My Awakening and as for others is about finding our voice and sharing our unique frequency or vibration with the collective. I don’t always have the confidence to speak out. Burned from past experiences and most likely lifetimes because it is “nonsense” or that it isn`t true.
I am finding my voice now.
It has evolved a lot over the years since I started writing 7 years ago. And, taken all this time to get here. There are still times I have been afraid to share my story and the real multi-dimensional me.
Final Thoughts
If we become more aware that the soul (or higher-self) is the driver and the human self is the passenger travelling through lifetimes to find its way back to its innate essence.
And perhaps a home for the soul to rest.
Everyone who has had an awakening or will have an awakening, their story will be unique to them and their circumstances.
Some souls will find it easier to endure, others will have a more difficult passage.
This is only a fragment of my story so far, the rest is yet to be written.
What is your story?
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