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The Depth & Defiance of an Awakened Soul

  • starofavyon
  • Oct 29
  • 2 min read

A confessional for the awakened souls and seekers who meditate, rage, laugh & keep going.


Stone Buddha statue with incense stick, lit candle in glass holder beside. Yellow and white background; peaceful, serene setting.


I’ve been told I’m too much. Too stubborn. Too wrong in how I see the world. But I’ve always had a big heart. I love hard—and no, you can’t tell me what to do.


I feel deeply about the injustices of the world. My ethics and morals have made me the outcast in family circles and the inconvenient truth in workplaces. But I never stopped feeling. Never stopped questioning.

In the age of Aquarius, everything shifted.


Before, during, and after my awakening, the goal remained the same: we want a better world. But first, we watch it burn. Then we rebuild.


Here’s how my depth and defiance show up today:

  • I’m spiritual, but sometimes I want off this planet. Nuke it. Rebuild it. Or hitch a ride on a galactic mothership.

  • I’m spiritual, but I still hold grudges. Forgiveness is a process. So is being petty, from a distance.

  • I’m spiritual, but I drink iced coffee like it’s my lifeline. Hormones and anxiety be damned.

  • I’m spiritual, but I read dark mafia romance. It helps me feel power in places I was taught to fear. It showed me my boundaries, and my darkness wrapped in “love & light.”


Here’s what I’ve learned:

Those threatened by depth or defiance are not my people. I won’t shrink to fit into any box, spiritual or not. My depth and defiance as an awakened soul have shown me my allies, my enemies, and the wisdom I now use to guide others.


You’re allowed to be spiritual and be both seeker and skeptic.


Download The Seeker Archetype Roadmap. Healing doesn’t need to be hard. Sovereignty means choosing what works now.



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