The Spiritual Rituals & Rebellion of an Awakened Soul
- starofavyon
- Oct 22
- 2 min read
A confessional for those who follow spiritual rituals and those who are seekers, the ones who question everything and still show up.

As a child, I was quiet and introverted until my late teens. Everything I repressed and resented became the spark that ignited my rebellious nature. I didn’t rebel for attention. I rebelled because I couldn’t agree with the things I was forced to perform for appearances or approval.
I was the “why” child. Always questioning. Always sensing something beneath the surface. I couldn’t put my finger on it, but I knew something about the world wasn’t right.
By my 30s, I discovered my psychic gifts: claircognizance, clairvoyance, and clairsentience. When the spiritual awakening hit, everything I’d felt was confirmed. The rituals I once feared became sacred tools. I stopped hiding my rebellion, it was never a flaw. It was my blueprint.
Here’s how my spiritual rituals and rebellion show up today:
• I live both timelines: sacred hustle and 3D grind. I create, consult, question. I don’t curate my essence for approval.
• I’m spiritual, but I swear like a sailor. Truth shows up barefoot and loud. Silence is my safest prayer.
• I’m spiritual, but I was initiated into early menopause at 44. I roll my eyes at toxic positivity and let messy movies do the shadow work. Sometimes the spiritual ritual is pyjamas and ice cream.
Here’s what I’ve learned:
Shutting down my intuition, sixth sense, or rebellion is shutting down who I am. I spent years hiding behind perceptions I was raised to resist. Now, I trust my truth, even in my late 40s.
You’re allowed to be spiritual and spicy.
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